Neither bad nor good, neither a scoundrel nor an honest man, neither a hero nor an insect. And now i am eking out my days in my corner, taunting myself with the bitter and entirely useless consolation that an intelligent man cannot seriously become anything; that only a fool can become something.
Just return back from Powerhouse. Had a fkin ball dere. Lol. Met alot of my old friends. Wc, Jacq, weiling, vivian, simin, xiao-bai, cindy, Ken & Jennifer (Sry bout the trouble ya) Jing yao, Zi xian, Yan ling & Jian zhen.
As well as met alot of new friends. Issac was 1, partying with us all the way. Lol. NO PIC'S COS I FORGOTTEN TO TAKE. =(
Today was srsly a fkin big grp. Open 2 Volka & drank. Almost lost consious dere. Luckily gt time off to cool down b4 2nd rnd begin. Fkin exhausting cos I dance my head off wit the rest of my gang. Kwang Yang basically went GaGa on us & Chiong ar. Lol, been awhile since I saw him lik tat.
Too bad I failed my TP cos of a fucking lorry. But well wat was over was over. Blame it on myself for my in-experiences. 20-april rnd 2. I'm fkin prepared for it. No more screw up lik the last time.
Listening to the song Taking it off by Akon srsly made me fkin high inside. Cos I THINK I am the only 1 in the grp who manage to grasp the lyrics & dance according it. Every1 of them was beside me giving me ample space to do my tricks & moves. Thn while doing it they were all cheering. The feeling was Fkin high. Enuff to have a orgasm. Lol. I knw Cyn love it~ LOL. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qqsaa0aN6I8 <<< The Song.
W/e around 3hr I have to make a call to Haiqal aka THE ROCK. To get the paper's from him to study for the re-test tmr. Will be taking it alone -.- Well... Wat to do? lol.
Up coming tuesday will be heading towards Msia Tioman for a fking holiday wit my Sch-mates. Gonna be hella party dere. Lol.
Been watching movies recently. Learnt a few values to remind me of wat kind of person I used to be. Be it hating it or loving it. I realise with my current personality I'm getting to know more ppl of different walks of life. Slowly understanding how the world works. & of cos more ppl like me for the kind of person I am now thn last time. Yet with the previous me, I gain friends who I can êntrust my life & soul on them. Knowing they wont betray me. U know who u are Assholes~
Yet, at the end of the day. When I'm at home. I'll be alone. But too bad, She ain't here. Gotta work work work. Wat to do.
W/e ending here. Time to go cool down the body & shit out the alcohol. Ugh! My fart smells like alcohol. lol
Today is finally the day of my TP. Hopefully I dun screw up. If I do screw up, I'll be fkin throwing my family face. -.- The stress, the pressure. Weighting on my shoulder. Unable to slp well tis morning. When I have a consiousness dere I will think of my fkin tp & the mistake i will making. Wtf is tis man. I'm suppose to be a confidence bastard who is able to relax & go for anything. But tis seems so hard. Maybe cos i cant study for it & i can only rely on my feeling to scrap thru it. Why? COS IT'S A FKIN PRAC & 1 SESSION COST HALVE A HUNDRED $$$.
Skipped my AC paper today. Handed in my mc to mk. Hopefully he dun forget about it. -.-
I wonder how many ppl realise tat my blog is still active? Some1 out dere tag my tag-box pls?
2hr 30min to tp practise. 3hr 15min to tp test. Omg~ some1 save me please.
Recently kept going to Powerhse, Injured my knee cap wit a bad scratch, bruised. At least it score a 2day mc for me lol. I somehow know she will be angry wit me. However I dint expect her not making a fuss about it. With all my activity goin on, I dun see how a normal person can tahan. Maybe she is indeed special. lol. I'm gonna push her harder, till the limit where she break down. The only expression/feeling i have yet to see from her.
Off to prepare to go dwn bbdc already. Will blog later on when I pass my tp. I will definately pass it. Cos I'm Jon =x, Brb
Been quite awhile since I blogged. Pass 4mths Many things happened, Gd & Bad. Old friend left, New friends came. "Missed some of them, wonder if they missed me too =/" Formed special bonds with a few special individual & feel lik slapping a few individuals too. Especially a spasticating whore who think she quite "big" in a sense tat she tried throwing her temper on me.
Too bad u failed badly & got urself pissed. If u think it's u. Then it's definately u. =)
Buzy buzy mth for the mth of feb. CPL Zef Zeder w/e fuck it is spelled as, Is finally coming b to SG for CNY celebration. ^^ Cny in a week time, "cheer!". Driving TP in 3weeks time. "Stress" & finally. Exams clashing wit my TP. WOOT!!! Gonna take M.c for tat day. Sub paper ftw i guess. Gonna phail real bad.
Cutting my own hair at home occasionally. Can't trust those inexperience "barber" at the saloon. Epic fail in their skills for hair cutting. Lucky my hair grow fast. Experimenting & learned how to cut my hair properly wit a lil tool. Lookin gd =)
Crazy stuff happening between me, Ej & Mengkit in sch. Although they love to "jiao" me alot. But they are irritatingly funny wit their "jokes" tat was aimed at me tat even I was laughing at myself. Feeling silly but definately worth the laugh. They srsly made my day go real nice & sweet.
Been seeing tis kinda girls around recently. I get so fkin nervous when they look straight into my eye's. "Woooo... Hot"
A/w gonna stop here already. Be blogging after my TP wit my result =) Hopefully a pass XD